My Baby................. 


Well what can I write .Am quite down today .Had reached chennai from bangalore today morning at 5 am .Amit was there to pick me up .Reached home as I was opening the door asked amit so hoz caffee doin didnt get any response but then I was preoccupied with opening the door so went in ,went to the kitchen and got some water ,was wondering how come she didnt bark as the kitchen is right next to mom an dads bedroom and she always whines when she heras me moving around ,but then she was really sick so thought she must be sleeping .Went up and was being my regular irritable guy (was up all night in the train ) thats when Amit said cafe died last night .It really hit me and I wasnt even there to take her to the hospital and do what ever these guys did for her but then would I have liked to see her the way she went ......

I was still thinking about it .went out to where she was burried and thats when it hit ,to just imagine my baby lying in ther in the ground was too much .12 years have passed since I first saw her still rem the first time I saw her my sis had brought her from her friends place and it was raining and since sis lived in the hostel in chandigarh couldnt take her in so they were waiting for me at the gate .It feels 12 years have just gone like snap .And no shes no more .No body to bark when I come back, nobody to take for walks, no body to give a bath to, nobody to talk to, nobody to brush and play with .

Mom said they burried her with her ball and bone and some milk for her and I was like you forgot her fav biscuits why didnt you put the biscuits in .

Its raining here and my baby is under all that mud .I dont think Ill ever get another .


Good bye caffee love you so much .I always wanted to take her to the beach but never got around to it no I regret not doing that .