want to write but dont know what to write !!!!!!

Well i wanted to post something here but then dont know what to write .So will just sit here in front of me lappie an type what ever comes to mind.Its unusally funny that even when you dont know what you want to write you still end up writing lol cant beleive have written so many words and here i was worried about what to write here hmmmm but the point is I want to write something worth while Im kinda low today and felt like ill write something .Nyhow leave all that cuz am not able find what im looking for .Bottom line is im kinda upset thats all :)

Of Nothings and Somethings

Hmmmmm Havent posted anything for quite some time was thinking of this vague thought that had crossed my mind quite some days back.Was talking to some one and something in the conversation just triggered this stupid thought hmmm then went to yacoubs and discussed it there with the dudes, obviously they were very concerned about my health as they thought I must have fallen down the stairs of yacoubs appartment and hit myself on the head lol .Cant blame them I hardly ever tell people what all vague thought that come into my head so it comes as a totall surprise to them hmmmmm

Anyway talking about this thing that got into my head was about Doing nothing but still doing something, Goes like this can we ever completely do nothing, we will always be doing something lol now does that sound confusing hmmmm well check this thing out k I go to office and just sit in my office and dont do no work go home somebody asks me " hey how was today, what did u do ? " hmmm I go " well I did nothing today " hmmm how can I do nothing, you cant do nothing can you now it still is something .What I did was I sat in my office all day long and did no work.well now maybe the pic is a bit clearer hmmmm this stupid thought got me thinking .And more I thought about it the more I learned hmmmm

What I realized is that its all relative nothing to one is something to another.Well this just reminds me of my previous posts on the Police story wher the cop was asking for 1500 hundred bucks to let me off and i had only 80 lol so my something was nothing to the cop but it still was something in reality .So we have to think in those terms everybody has there own somethings and nothings ,all of us dont share the same notion of nothings.One may have done nothing in his entire life in one guys views but the same person could have done a hell lot in another guys view.So its all in how we preceive things .Hmmmmm thats what i learned from thinking so much over nothing lol or was it something now that is what we have to decide ;)

BLANK !!!!!

Blank Blank how many times has it happened when u stare at space and not a thing goes through your head .Hmmmm happens to me I have had people ask me what are you thinking about when i just stare into space it happens at all kind of weird places .Started in school when in class was just staring out into the Playground not a thought in my head .It was nice feeling was scared it should not go away .But then the dude siting next to me said "Hey what you thinking " I still remember that moment I was lil irritated that the thing was broken .The dude was very concerned when i said i wasnt thinking of anything .Maybe he thought i was mad.
That was the first time i remember i had this feeling ,Then I used to wait for these moments to come .Where i would just stare into space and the mind will be just blank.Hmmmmmmmm
I just had a msg on my phone .And i knew Who it was :).the guy next to me said its Hutch customer care lol cuz he got a msg about the same time .Hmmmm but i knew it was not .And it turned out true .Hmmmmm it happens that you sometimes know who it is .Its that 6th sense that reveals itself for like a second and then just dissapears .

Hmmmmm Some days you feel very lonely these days I have been feeling just like that.NOTHING MATTERS i guess

An Idea Whose Time Has come !!!!

Hmmm heard this before now have you ???????? Nobody can stop an idea whose time has come .Hmmmmm well i have lots of ideas and f***in waiting for their time to come grrrrrr .Time bloody its the same 24 hours you have everyday right its like, its not that on some days you have 27 hours or on some days you have 13 hours .But then sometimes a minute seems like an hour and sometimes a hour seems like an minute .Hmmmmm all in what we preceive its all in the head all in ther in that thing called brain .Makes us beleive stupid things .Makes us beleive in things and plays tricks .It bloody plays tricks on itself now .Hmmmm why does it do that why would anybody want to play a trick on himself .Maybe it will be understood if we can decipher the million and trillions of neuro signals goin from one nerve to another .I think at one point of time we can download our brain into a comp of sumthing and then live for ever in cyber space untill somebody formats your drive lol .Spooky naa but its very possible if u forget the technology part its very much real.
Nyhow why i started this whole rant lemme think i guess my mind played a trick again .Nyhow im not finding time to get my haircut and finish my camera roll .Do want to do that soon enuf .Lets see if my day today has 27 hours or 13 know what i mean ;)

War  

Living In A Dangerous World !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hmmmmmm

Long time has passed since I posted something Here .This is my board my message board to the thousand or millions of ppl out there on cyber space buzzing around in this sea of Info .Its amazing how much stuff is on the web most of is junk to me like everything else which I dont care about' "One mans dirt is another mans gold" as they say hmmmmmm now why I am writing this here dont know Just my lil bit to the endless useless information on the net ,but can information ever be useless if its useless can it called be information in the true sense lol now im geting too much into the skin of the issue.

Dangerous world yeah we are in a DANGerous world ,Everytime I switch on the TV , open the newspaper, read a magazine .I hear it DANG DANG DANG DANG DANGER beating like a drum in my ears, Images stories graphics opinions about war ,the soo called war on terrorism ,The leaders say its the war for peace lol now can anything be more ironic then that .A WAR FOR PEACE lol come on now who are they kiding well actually ppl like us are being taken for a ride .Well now why why oh why they cant see what I and other ppl can see that is the so called SHAM war .Hmmmm brings me back to Information .They read news papers which have corporate backings TV news channels with corporate backing .The Govt controls the corporate or is it the other way around but the esense is both are so mingled that one cannot say where the interest of the corporates finish and the govt starts .

People dying, kids being blown apart ,women being raped ,Wills being broken ,A whole nation brought to its knees .For what for what FOR WHATTTTT !!!!!!!!
Hmmmmm the cradle of civilization has become the graveyard of mankind .But why I am geting upset over it .I still live in my happy happy world wear my nike sneakers ,Ride my bike ,Gulp down pepsi I dont see anything wrong .Its all happening way over there and I am safe all the way here or am I.Cant we do anything or all we can do is read the news shake our head and go back to what we were doing .Yeah we are living in a Dangerous world That you and me have created my friend .


I Read This Some Where On a machine gun of a plane In Iraq


"Peace Through Superior Fire Power " guess that says it all my friend

Living In A Dangerous World